I just keep thinking how I have all this freedom now that the kids are gone all the time and in school. Laughing, laughing, laughing. Honestly, my life is more crazy now then it was before. I do get 2 hours once a week where all of the kids are gone. I say only once a week because the 2nd day KK is in school, I will be sleeping after 12 hours of blissful work. I will only get to sleep about 3 hours before I have to go get the girls from school, so really it isn't much. She just barely started, so maybe I will find these 2 hours more productive than I did yesterday. It really isn't much time to get much done. I barely made it into the shower. Between helping T-man with homework and running carpool everywhere, I don't find this freedom that everyone says comes. Maybe when they all are gone for the full day and I don't have to work, will I really feel like this statement has meaning in my own life. I felt bad about the older 2's pictures. It started to rain, and thunder and it was really cold the first day of school. The pictures I think show how dismal it really was. Maybe I should try to take some more, but does that really count?
